Thursday, June 7, 2012

Spinning....out of control!

My life has always been in my own control.....until now...


The past 6 months have been a whirlwind of emotions.  Meeting him, falling in love with him before I even met him in person, not wanting him to be so far away so he moved in....but now....now I feel like I've lost part of me.  My life feels meaningless.  I don't want to get out of bed.  I don't want to talk to anyone.  I feel like I'm falling apart.  I hate what I have become.  I used to be such a confident person.  Granted, I'm not a skinny person, but I never felt the way I do about myself now.  I'm slowly dying inside, and I feel like I can't do anything to change it.  My world is spinning out of control!  I don't like this ride and I NEED to get off!  

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